Sunday, January 25, 2015

Last Night as I was going to Sleep

Last night as I was going to sleep, a question would
keep coming through...   starting with...
"Before YOU answer this question... really give it thought...
THINK about Your answer...this is not a quick answer...
Thinking of a current challenge in YOUR life right NOW, 
would you change anything or make different choices?" 
It was not a slight suggestion or a gentle nudge it was a 
positive yet strong question! 
I was going to sleep...  normally, before sleep I AM completely at peace 
even when I AM excited sleep always comes easily! The thought was there all night... waiting very patiently, in my dreams; when I sat, walked, danced, actively interacting with someone or doing something, the thought was there, accompanying me never leaving me for a moment! 
When I woke up, "At first I thought... Yes, I would... (wouldn't most of us?)... changing to benefit oneself and those we love? However, the thought of wait... give it thought... Really think about it... was so strong... 
I did... My answer is No; everything happens for the GOOD! GOD's answers and plans are wiser than MY prayers and Questions! I have zero regrets; I have no desire to re-live my past; I live in the NOW! And I accept full responsibility for my choices,  if I made mistakes, they are My lessons, and I choose to move forward from them! If I have hurt others with my choices, I forgive myself knowing that it was not my intention, and those who have hurt me, I forgive myself for thinking; it was about me; I know it was not their intention to hurt me! My answer was/is I AM at peace; I AM excited about My NOW... My Future!" ... The thought came smiling through... still at my side...with a strong positive message... Any answer would be of benefit to Me ... thought came smiling  through, this challenge would have happened, it was enviable... it was a matter of WHEN not if!" 
I AM Grateful for My Life!



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